I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 6/11/2010 12:07:00 AM
actually all things happen in 10th june ,
but now is already 1am so its 11th june now .
today i realise that outside life is so much complicated ,
then myself !
i met someone who hurt me damn damn damn lot !
because this person is the one and only ,
ever hurt till me !
used vulgarities ,
say me whatever thing which i didn't heard before !
even my parents wont hurt me so deeply .
this person ,
destroyed my life !
destroyed my mood !
destroyed my heart !
my heart already weak enough ,
but this person had make my heart even weaker !
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMEBER THIS PERSON !
WHO HURT ME SO HARD WHICH I WONT FORGET IT !!
EVEN IF I DIE ,
I WONT LET THIS PERSON OFF !
I HATE THIS PERSON TO THE CORE !!!!
what did i do wrong for my past life ??
after what this person said to me ,
i quickly off my phone !
and dont wanna see this person messages !
but when i on phone ,
baobei texted me alot :(
im so sorry to late reply her .
i really really hate this person ALOT ALOT !
seriously in my life i ever hate someone so jialat .
my day that spend with my family ,
all destroyed by this person !
i shouted
and
hackcare my family today !
even though i smiled to them sometimes ,
those are fake smile !
this person ruin my day !!!
make me felt so guilty ,
make me do things which i never do before !
I HATE THIS PERSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks baobei and edmund who is with me ,
texted me and help me alot .
i wont forget you all de :)
especially baobei !
i read your letter that wrote to me .
you had quite make me realise i shouldnt care so much about something ,
and carry on my studies .
so we could open shop together
and do whatever thing we wanna be !
i love spending the time with you baobei ,
people say ,
dont ever try to go into a world which is so different
and difficult to adapt too ,
this will make you regret !
now i know what they mean already .
im so stupid .
sigh .
whatever ,
i am now a different girl already !
i gonna be HUIMIN the GENEVIEVE !
as i promised baobei ,
i will be back myself !
but whenever i think till my imaginations ,
my weaknessess ,
i really hate it .
its so suffering .
zzz !
TOMORROW WHEN I WAKE UP ,
I WANNA MEET MORE FRIENDS WITH BAOBEI !
hmms ,
malaya tiger could sleep 20hours in a single day ,
wow !
amazing huh .
if i can ,
thats better !
so i would not think nor do so much things .
and things wont happen so much in my life !
because i only have 4 hours a day !
and in 4hours ,
i guess thats enough for me..
whatsoever now .
i hate 10th june seriously !
because when i go into the toilet ,
stupid idiot large picture at the door !
i almost kena shocked and faint straight away !
then my mum scolded me !
i hate it .
this i my fear !
am i wrong to fear of this picture !?
i have my own fear isn't it :(
NEVER MIND !
im a girl which is so useless what !
live in this world also no use !
no point at all de what !
if i die ,
just burn me !
dont ever care to do funeral !
waste money only ,
as well keep it and take good care of yourself .
i had typed here because i cant wrote too much in my diary .
my hand will hurt alot !
so thats why i only could use typing .
i cant share my feelings but i still open to poeple who can read it .
stupid and silly me -.-
i hackcare le .
this time i dont want be good girl liaos lah !
i be good girl people say i bad girl like this !
i hate someone who say me which i am not that kind !
I HATE IT !
this person is not even my enermy !
it much more worst then an enermy !!!!!!
IDIOT !
never text that person ,
ownself come text me ,
then angry ,
say till blabla ,
say finish ,
i hate that person ,
then tell me to get lost too..
eh hello ,
who started to contact me first uh in the beginning ?
not me right ? .......
-noooooooooooooooooooooooooo mooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddd-
BYE!
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