I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Friday, July 24, 2015 @ 7/24/2015 01:09:00 PM
Sometimes, I still think of you.
Last post for July, perhaps?
♥ Saturday, July 18, 2015 @ 7/18/2015 07:27:00 PM
Things you afraid to happen always happen. So I rather not to think that much now. Having so much thoughts nowadays. Trying to remember all the things once again for no reason. I said I can forget but why am I trying to remember. Funny right. Gonna mia from here from today. To stop myself from talking so much in here. Bye.
Addicted to a song
♥ @ 7/18/2015 07:17:00 PM
♥ Friday, July 17, 2015 @ 7/17/2015 10:51:00 PM
If there's a chance for you
to rewind a part of your life,
which part do you want to rewind?
Delete.
♥ Thursday, July 16, 2015 @ 7/16/2015 05:17:00 PM
If only there's a delete button in me. Then I can delete things I do not want to remember anymore. Could then make things simpler. I have to take a longer time now which is real. After so many things happened, after so many I have faced. I see through more things now and understand that you can't solve anything using the same method. Sometimes, you have to switch and change the thinking or method in order to see new results. Each time I experienced, I will tell myself to be stronger than before. Because I know I can. I will.
I can easily find someone to talk. But if I want to find someone who can truly understand me, it's hard. Yes, no one will understand each other which may lead to further misunderstanding which I don't want it to happen. Well, I can't say much here. I just need to sort out my thinking. This really affected me a lot. I don't know why. Someone who gave so much to remember and now, I have to be the one who trying to delete it or to reduce the pain in me.
Whenever things happen, I maybe escaping. Because I don't want it to affect me that much. If it continues to affect me, I won't be able to continue my life easily anymore. Am I really talking too much here... Sleepless night.
What hurts the the most.
♥ Wednesday, July 15, 2015 @ 7/15/2015 10:46:00 PM
我不明白男女之间真的不只能做朋友吗? 为何为了一些事搞到这么复杂? 现在搞到好像我的错了。。可能我也有错吧。。我真的希望事情能够和平。我们真的不能只做朋友了吧? *sigh* 这几天蛮难过的。。
♥ @ 7/15/2015 10:34:00 PM
谎言
♥ @ 7/15/2015 07:48:00 PM
其实, 我知道朋友也做不成了。好好的说再见吧。谢谢你给我这么多美好的回忆。我会保留。可是有些回忆。。慢慢的会变成恶梦。我很怕。。。
Are you here to torture me or here to teach me a lesson? Why appear again. Why..
Whenever mummy or friends suddenly talk about you, I don't know what to answer.
你可以做到, 那为什么我不能?
♥ Monday, July 13, 2015 @ 7/13/2015 06:35:00 PM
But sometimes, I find that it's not pushing them away. It is just that, you don't deserve people to care for me at all. People may mistaken as usual. Pushing people (letting people go) may be a good choice for some situation. You don't want people to suffer more if you hold on to it longer. Because the longer you hold on, the more you will get hurt. I tell myself, even if the same situation happen again, I have to be strong and face it. I should not carry on to drag the things anymore. Yesterday, I watched a drama and the guy told the girl, "If you want it to end, you should just tell the person. Why do you still held on for so long? Unless, you couldn't say it."
Smiling can eventually make you forget for awhile.
& it helps to reduce the pain in you.
Smile alright:)
♥ Sunday, July 12, 2015 @ 7/12/2015 04:01:00 PM
Another 1 month soon
♥ Saturday, July 11, 2015 @ 7/11/2015 02:33:00 AM
You know I'll always be here if you need me. Maybe you may not feel comfortable sharing things with me, and I may not be good enough to comfort and cheer you up, but my shoulder is here for you to lean on anytime alright. We are FSP, remember? After reading your blog, I felt upset. You didn't think of me, who is trying to understand you. But it's alright. We can't expect people to understand much anyway, since we do not understand ourselves well too. Hey. You could still look for me if you need me! Like how I think of you when I really need a hug from you that day... :( Actually, I wonder if we're drifting apart. Is it because we no longer be able to see each other often like how we used to be? Or is it because you have better person to talk to? Don't lose your smiles alright. Cheers. I'm here, remember.
Not sure when will you see this. Drop me a text, or just find me. That time you gave me a hug, now you can find me to get back your hug. I can give you my warm hugs ♡
Gen
"该如何忘记一个给我那么多的回忆的人?"
♥ Friday, July 10, 2015 @ 7/10/2015 01:09:00 PM
我要的幸福是一个能保护我, 照顾我, 体谅我, 教我, 等等。不是一个只是买东西逗你开心一下, 另一下就不管你。不是在我伤心时, 再骂我。不是以为你觉得是对的, 就是对的。而是我需要你时, 你出现。我不想像连续剧的那女生一样。看了都想哭。其实, 我也知道没有完美的东西。
最近的连续剧... affected me a lot.. Blogging just to keep it update. It's hard for me to trust anyone again.
Sign off to meet my brother for lunch!
♥ Wednesday, July 8, 2015 @ 7/08/2015 02:03:00 PM
"When the guy feels proud to introduce you to his friends but not escaping."
The moment when I watch too much drama, my reality can simply turn into dramatic world.
My back hurts so much.
What happened...
选择题
♥ Tuesday, July 7, 2015 @ 7/07/2015 10:54:00 PM
你这样, 我很难做选择。
I don't like deciding. It's so hard for me to decide.
Regrets can be in short term or long term. But think of it, regret is still a regret. Shouldn't think back what you've regretted after you made the decision.
我其实只怕一件事。对我来说可能是一件, 可是事实上, 也许很多件。不想烦恼。我只想简简单单的过生活。好人难做。