I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Friday, September 28, 2012 @ 9/28/2012 11:24:00 AM
Being happy is not easy.
It also not difficult to be happy too. The reasons why are we sad most of the time is that we didn't give any free time to our self to calm down and do something that we often like to do. You already start to neglecting what you used to like to do when you are following people to do those you don't like to do and getting use to it. This is not the good behaviour I can say. As you are already trying to force yourself doing what you don't like. Try staying at home and rest to regain our energy. When you are going to go out everyday, your body will start to feel weak and so is your mindset will have a lot of negative stuffs too. This is why you will easily get bad mood in just a trivial matters and you, yourself will not know why are you doing this. & when you think back, you just gonna laugh at yourself for doing that. If you are going to think all the negative things like that, you will just giving more trouble to yourself and things will just keep staying on without moving. But if you think positive most of the time, it means you are moving on and not to rake up the past or anything. We are born to have a eyes in front not behind. So what for to look back when it is already the past? Past are already past. You can't get back to the past don't you? You don't even have a time machine to rewind back anyway.
Let's say when people who used to be your friend. Are they even your true friends? True friends are the one who will be here for you all the time even they are busy and they will make time to listen to your sorrows. Even if the one who used to be your friend said that he/she will be here for you, but till now, they are already gone and forgetting about you. When both of you walk pass each other, you will be pretending that we don't even know each other at all. How ridiculous is this when once you two can share so much things together and have so much fun together and now? They are just strangers. Yes, this is what we call life. Maybe we had already realised that in life, we keep the good things instead of bad things. So do friends. We keep good friends rather than keeping friends who you don't trust. We can still be friends with them but not that we are going to trust them fully anymore. Friends are one of the problem that can affect you in anything even if you are really happy in a moment and suddenly feel damn disappointed and upset in them. We should learn how to learn the mistakes and shall not bother much if we think that we shouldn't be bothering.
In studies, when we have unsure questions we do not know how to answer, we could seek help from our lecturers so do your classmates. If you are going to sit down there and do nothing at all, no one will know if you need help in it. How will you going to get grades that you expecting yourself to get it? Imagine when you are a baby, your parents never teach you anything, never communicate with you, never feed you everyday, never care for you, and just throw you somewhere which you don't even know how the world looks like. What will it happen? You will just feel lost and getting yourself a lot of unexpected things happening am I right? Just like studies. If you never study or listen in class and sit for your exam, you won't be able to pass it. Don't even think of acing it. True isn't it? Only if you study well and so does your hard work pay off. Perseverance. This means that it is a commitment to get a task done no matter what it takes and you will definitely see something. You will never know what you will gonna get if you never try. Let's work hard together and strive!
I shall say till here now. Stay tune for my next post. :)
♥ Sunday, September 9, 2012 @ 9/09/2012 08:55:00 PM
It's been a long time since I blog again.
IT'S HOLIDAY
3 days after my birthday, I finally cried. I have so much things to blog but do not know how to start. I really afraid I wouldn't score well for my exams. Alright. Shall not type rubbish.
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I miss you. No, I mean I don't miss you. But I miss those laughters, the smiles, those chat and good times that we spent together. I really miss those time.
I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights, sweet texts & inside jokes as you caring. I'll think twice before wasting my time again.
I miss my baby, and my lovely girls. But I don't wish to start school earlier. This is the first time I feel this way. Maybe because I am scare that I can't cope on studies. It getting tougher.
If the school start, I would try to be ready and concentrate on my studies. I hope I won't be lazy anymore. Last semester is my lesson. I will not let this happen again! I can do it for sure if I don't give up.
Goodbyes .