I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
GRADUATING
♥ Sunday, March 2, 2014 @ 3/02/2014 01:33:00 PM
PLEASE GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO SMILE AGAIN.
"Sometimes I hate getting close to people because I think they will just eventually walk out of my life no matter how close we are."
What feeling are you having now when you are going to graduate from a school that you would know you will definitely miss the school, the classmates who are closer to you, the schoolmates, the lecturers, the environment, the places, the memories, the unforgettable trace you left in the whole campus?
I am having a feeling of sour taste now, it's like why is the time passes so fast?? I DON'T LIKE the feeling of losing contact with my friends. It happen everytime whenever we changed school. But why? Friends met new friends and start neglecting you or already used to not having one another around... In this three years of ITE, I can say that I've learned a lot of things. It is a never bad thing coming into ITE. You made so many good friends, can get along well with the lecturers there who are so friendly and willing to coach you whenever you need help.
It doesn't mean that going into ITE means it's the end or something... It is meant to give another chance of showing how good you are and learning new skills to develop yourself. Having a good grades makes you happier where you will have the motivation to score even higher. Of course you must work harder to maintain a good result and also put in effort to study everyday as action speaks louder than words. Not that you can only say you will do well and didn't have the intention to study and practice on what you have learn will surely get a good grades...
So, let's graduate happily instead and keep the memories inside.
"The person you care about the most is usually the person who you'll allow to hurt you the most."
I admit that I care others more than caring myself. I really hope that everyone surround me will feel happy, will takes study as the third most important in life where the first most important is family, second health. People always say that if you care for them the most, they will hurt you the most. I agreed to what they say. Because it always happen to me...
I hurt because I care.
"The worst feeling isn't being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you'd never forget."
I get so annoyed when people kept forgetting me FIRST, before I even forgets them. But mostly, they are the one who start forgetting me instead... You know what? It really hurt my feeling everytime when you people saying this to me. So, I have this conversation with one of my close friend, I will say (current close friend because things might change), so yup, she told me that in this friend-zone, only a few will really stays and are closer to you compare to other friends you have who needs you when their own best friend are not there with them. I didn't meant to insult anyone here because I know that this thing happen most of the people out there right? Not only to me.
We must cherish the people we have now before starting to regret.
2014 - I start to learn how to smile.