I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 11/28/2010 01:50:00 PM
" I love the way we enjoy together and make funny scenes "
yesterday went out at 11.30am to meet laopo at her house . 12pm went out eat with her and Andy at Madison's . after that we head to tampines interchange . window-shopping again and then head to bedok interchange . actually wanna meet derrick and jiaxuan but at last derrick runined everything . he used excuses again . what i predicted was right ! he never come and find us ~ heck care him already . anyway , about 6pm we went changi airport find jj at his work place . very funny scenes we create are :
first scene is laopo wanna go out the toilet , she do a action when she go out , a little girl came in . LOL . damn embarrass . but very funny :x
second scene is at the tampines one . i smsing and thinking about something , laopo dont know want stand where while walking as i blocking the way then two malay guys were walking and have no place to walk too so one malay guy bang into the glass door :x LOL . so sorry for him . hahahah
third scene also made by me lols . at the changi airport terminal one when buying food , we talked about concert then each play a instrument . i say the drum cool lehs , then i do the action and then hit "qiang" i hit until a person LOL . then the people say sorry by continuing it . we laugh die le . super funny laughhhhs !
after all these scenes we were at 726 liaos as we took bus to 726 slack :)) played black magic and see Andy perform MAGIC :D ! hahah . i love MAGICCCCC <3>
10pm reached home .
what a zz day and fun day too :) slept at 2am . because was talking to pikachu . pika so ke lian ! i dont want pika to byebye :'( no one can replace PIKACHU in my HEART !!!!!
♥ Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 11/26/2010 10:54:00 PM
" every first step is the only beginning "waseh , i really answered the phone call . so sudden , laugh . very scary uh and nervous because i dont really like answering people phone . i mean ya i dont really know how to describe . yup , talked with my online di for awhile then end call . so scary ~ lool . should i audi now ? so boring . maybe i should audi now . ask laopo accompany me audi together :D hope she can !! love her lots ! tomorrow going out with her already , happy die me :) i hope i will have mood oh .
ILOVEYOU♥
♥ Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 11/20/2010 05:25:00 PM
"What another bad day, when can i stop crying.."
Today i cried again, sigh.. i dont wanna live in a world of crying.. i feel like dying sometime. i want to be happy, but how..?
whats actually life is?..
♥ Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 11/19/2010 03:24:00 PM
"WHAT A TIRED AND BAD DAY!!!!!!!"
idiot can. from nov first day had bad day till now already. hate these days seriously..Yesterday WORST! regret going to graduation night. leaving a joke only..-.- last minute our class never do the class video and never even buy token of appreciation to teachers too. end up, i bought and do all the things. should not help, because what i did i get nothing in return. but lastly, i able to collect all the money by 11pm like this. if not i dont have the rights to go home..had no option so i called that someone! end up tio rejected for the call. IDIOT ME. STUPID ME. i really have no mood to do this kind of things already, still, i go help up. zzz. why am i like this...rawr...yesterday is the day i cant forget for sure. i cried somemore, which no one know. now i typed here, readers should know it. sigh...sent two representative become i ownself up. how can i forget this day! ZZZ!
♥ Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 11/12/2010 02:18:00 PM
"Back from Genting"
actually, didn't enjoyed much and had a terrible things happened which is my personal things happened again. imagination. went to temple, and temple always have red in colour so ya, my mind started to create images of somehow scary things. i dont know why i will start to think of it too. but whenever i saw red in colours, my mind will just think till scary things straight, and thats really make me feel mad!
first day reach there around 3am. queue for check-in hotel number and went to marybrown and eat. had porridge etc. bought sushi and eat too. until 7am, went to see sunrise. around 10am we went for hotel check-in. we manage to get back the same room that we like. 27901. corner room. after checking in, we went to chin swee temple. so ya that temple. after that went to window-shopping.
second day, went to outdoor and indoor theme park. had wasted the money, because we didn't play much. we only ride the pirate ship, Antique Car, 4D Motion Master and Spinner. Overall, we just eat eat and eat. it was cloudy too. and started to rain heavily and i get drenched!
third day, walkwalk at mushroom farm.
forth day is the day we going back. took 9am bus back. reach singapore around 4pm+
meet laopo as well at night around 7pm.
♥ Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 11/07/2010 02:47:00 PM
" Times will never stops. "
doesn't seems to get closer with you. oh heck. nothing to blog. thats totally random.
going genting tonight and i already get bored of it..it seems like genting is my second home huh. this time going for 4days 3nights. cant connect with baobei laopo already on these days. laopo can only get to go overseas with me maybe when she reach 21years old? thats super longgg. i really can't wait for that day. i wish with all my heart to be with you always, and never ever being separated. once we quarrel or argue, there's probably mistakens or something. i want to work with you and be your working partners or anything that we could stick together. when i need help, you will sure comes and rescue me. but when you in deep trouble or in a stressing mood, i can't help any..i dont know why i am so..sigh.. i am a troublemaker too. okay enough for this. i shall now go prepare already. i hope that god will never separate US.
:(
♥ Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 11/06/2010 04:09:00 PM
" wo hao ai ni ♥ ! " to my dearest laopo,
i know how he feels and how you feels too. who dont want to hurt the opposite right? but relationships things really do hurt.. if one likes the opposite, and another dont really wants to accept it, the one that like you sure hurts alot. no one will like to take relationships as a play. only people that had not mature yet. we know that if you dont wanna explains things properly to the ones that wanna find chances to woo you, in the end he will hurt more, definitely for sure. you know i know one. so as well tell him now rather than dragging this story so long. i had once regretted and hurt before. cry and cant get back anything that is possible. but laopo, you must thinks too. i dont want you to stress over about relationships, all right? we put this topic aside first..until..i came back from genting and meet you up then say. if anythings happen while i at genting, you can text me. spam me or whatever you like. i will reply you asap when i came back. but promise me first, not to stress over this things yet. actually i had talked with andy when you and ed at the room. he actually hmms..i will tell you when we meet up ok? i will miss you as well, just how i miss my pikachu. yesterday chalet had ended. when you come at 4nov in the early morning, i was happy die. but when it came to noon, i knew that the time will pass even faster. but i had enjoyed much. able to ton still when i was awaiting for the day to reach when i reach chalet first with my family. whole night didn't get to sleep, maybe i am too excited to see laopo. when everyone came on the 4nov, we talked all those and crapsss. at night around 8plus to 9pm, Andy performed magics to us. my relatives joined in as well :) had fun watching the performance. 9pm, we prepared to leave the chalet and go ehub to buy our movie tickets. we actually planned to watch megamind but we watched "The Rise Of Mummy" instead. i rate that movie 2/10. not nice at all. during the movie, my whole leg can't move and sit properly. unable to walk properly after the movie ended. had trouble baobei laopo. im such a troublemaker. before watching the movie it already started until i cannot take it, i cried. my heart or ribcage problem again. each time pain, each time cry. i really can't control my tears nowadays. i could control it everytime. whenever i in front of friends or family. i can't control when it really hurts me alot. really. i can't bear the pain anymore.. i tried to smile and laugh with them when we having a fun chats or saying stories to prevent spirits. around 3am watched tv until all of them had came out and go to the beach about 6am plus. should go back later than them, so that i could watch the sky, the sea and the sea side really keeps me better. no lies. this few days i was acting like a kid. maybe i feel like going back to childhood. it would be better. no worries or stress but joys. children takes lies as happiness in such way..but when we slowly grow up, it turns to pains. we must learn to face it. yes. i am going to face the pains i suffered. i can do it. i wish too.. forget it. time passes really really fast. if only i have a time machine, that will be good. tomorrow is the day i leaving singapore again. going genting for 4days 3nights. ohdamn. laopo...*cries* my dad giving me a hard decision. i can't enjoy yet. maybe i will take what he suggest that is, take private O's. maybe i can try isn't it? ya.. alright, i shall stop here. really tired having so much time typing a long post. byes and take care. laopo, i will love you forever. until the sky falls, the disaster starts. aini.
missing you much enough.
♥ Friday, November 5, 2010 @ 11/05/2010 06:56:00 PM
came here to help Laopo's post!
back from chalet at 11 hahas.
it was tiring!
but fun! but... it also pass fast!
why does time pass so fast~
i still tink tat i need more!
Okay gtg!
loves <3
by: xiiaobeii!
♥ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 11/02/2010 04:29:00 PM
" ♥ i love the way you love me ♥ "
hehe. baobei laopo love me and miss me so much. i so love her lah ! yesterday is the best day and the best date to remember ! we took alot of photos and make what face also nice and funny , hahah . tmrw chalet liaos . friday check out. then saturday rest one day and sunday go genting . i will miss baobei laopo damn much de leh !! :( but nvrmind , we yesterday back home also made photo video on our memories ~ then if i miss baobei laopo i can play it and look at it ! :D lovelove~ 4days 3nights somemore. how siah. i came back i must find one day out to see her!!!!
muacks baobei laopo ! ♥
♥ Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 11/01/2010 09:18:00 PM
"th-TIME ♥ 011110"
hellos baobei laopo. im going to post something about you. do you know today is the best day for taking photo? LOL. i think so. because i really love this time we took de. so nice :D iloveyou lah. cook spaghetti at your house too. AYO! should take photo :( quite delicious anyway!! i love mushroom , laughs ! today i am quite freedom hahah . next event coming up is the CHALET :D we shall enjoy till sot OK ?! hahaha . ton uh!