I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Monday, May 28, 2012 @ 5/28/2012 10:53:00 AM
TIME JUST WON'T STOP AT A PARTICULAR MOMENT.
It been so long since I've blog. Wow. I guess too busy on studies and didn't have the time to blog. But during weekend, I did on my laptop but lazy to post. :x . Don't blame me. But it's okay I guess. Because no viewers what. HAHA. *Someone being lame when I am blogging in SCHOOL*
Well, school is getting boring and I am really tired of studies. Have the feeling of giving up. I know I shouldn't have this feeling of giving up but I can't take it seriously. It's like so damn frustrating and stress. Can't believe I will be like this. :( .
I HAVE NO MOTIVATION AT ALL.
Imagine someone having no motivation to do anything. That isn't life at all. OMG. This course isn't easy than what I think. Maybe it is alright but I lack of time to revise. Mind straight turn empty whenever I tried to memorise a sentence or paragraph of business environment module.
PERSONAL.
I admit I am lazy. Haha. But who care. Whatever. The end.
♥ Sunday, May 13, 2012 @ 5/13/2012 11:56:00 AM
"No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind."
Why can you said something which I never even say at all? How can you treat your friend badly when people treat you good enough and did you ever thought about my feelings? Did you? NO? I really can't tolerate your actions and those nonsensical words from your mouth. I might be rude to you and can be nice to you. Better watch what you are saying and also don't tend to treat me as an invisible. I am human and I have the rights to choose my decision. If you dare to test my limits, go ahead. You will know the consequences. If you happen to read this, maybe you won't know that I am saying about you. Because you don't even know what you did I guess. But please, get this in mind. You must not trust people easily. Just telling you this.
Now, I don't even know how can I continue to be nice to you. My thoughts and the way I think of you had changed. Big change. Like seriously, if a person get to hurt you badly or betray, etc. Would you still can forget it and forgive easily? I don't think so, right? Maybe you just act as if nothing happen. But in your heart, you feel the pain, feel like throwing those tempers to that person, get out of their life and being alone or find some new friends. Well, I really want to treat you normally but how can I?
Don't judge a person by what others say. The person may be true to you, but not to others. Because the same sun which melts the ice, hardens the day.
STAY TUNE.
I am not going to care! I just gonna be happy!
And not forgetting.
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥ Saturday, May 12, 2012 @ 5/12/2012 02:20:00 PM
2 things to remember:
DON'T make decisions when you're angry
& DON't make promises when you're happy
I can't imagine what will happen when my class have more and more couples right now. Especially the people who I know!!! Who? Not gonna say here of course. My gosh. I really don't know how to say. I don't know how to hang out with them anymore! It's like so awkward. I think the best way is to be alone and pay attention in class.
Yesterday went to do library duty. Sigh. He's there. Happen to saw his bag and knew that he will be in the library but I didn't have the chance to talk to him. Because we really act like strangers. We don't message too. I will be very happy if we can only text. I don't want much. Just a text from you... But it won't happen. I gave up. Giving up. There is no point for me to be like this anyway. I really happy to chat with my dear and les partner. We finally do duty together again.
AFD. You really making me go mad. I can't understand you!!!
But I still missing you.
♥ Sunday, May 6, 2012 @ 5/06/2012 05:08:00 PM
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I hide inside my blanket, because I am sick. :( |
Hey readers. Miss me? Actually I know there won't be any readers will be reading my blog only for some of my close friends. But it's okay. :) . How long since I last updated my blog? Around 2 weeks? Not that long. Have been busy on studies. Unable to use my laptop as there are too many homework or revisions to do. Let me summarise the days I missed out saying it.
I can only remember a few as my brain not that power to remember so much. So, past weekend, I went out study and also on the public holiday, Tuesday. On Wednesday, I went to watch movie with my classmates and also on Friday, went to watch my classmates play bowling at E!hub. I realised I keep go out after school and never even went to do my library duty last week. I hope I won't turn bad. Say until this, my laopo said that I changed to another person. I don't know how I changed but I hope I don't really change to another person which I won't know who I am. Maybe yes, I did change. Part of it is because, my friends in my current class this year are quite outgoing and they love to joke. I can't be standing there laughing and don't even know how to crack jokes, right? But I find myself unable to get along with them. Is it me or my thinking? I find myself too quiet when I am with them. Somehow like a mute person but not DEAF. I really wish I can be more sociable so I could know how to talk and joke with my friends. My laopo also said that I somehow drift away from my last year clique? I think so too. But I am sure I will never forget about them as they were my best clique I ever get to know. They celebrated my birthday with me and I really felt happy. Been through those hard work and graduate together. Even though we aren't in the same class, but I am sure that we will hang out during holidays. I love you girls! <3
Well, those photos below are taken during school days and study days with one of my friend, Rachel. Another friend of mine is Li Li. She can be seriously funny. Rachel didn't upload rest of the photos so I used the photo we took at one of the day. :)
I'm badly sick. Hope I will recover as soon as possible. It suffering!!! Tomorrow BEV progress test result will be out. I'm scare.
STAY TUNEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .