I may smile and be nice to you. But I could also fake a smile to you.
Yes, I'm an ordinary girl but I do what I like and don't care what others might say.
People come and go. So I have to let go of this.
Not forgetting how I love pikachu so much! Their ear just look like a bunny and the two red cheeks make pikachu so adorable! To be honest, I don't watch Pokemon show. I just love it when I come across this cute yellow thing. I admit I can't leave without them when I sleep.
♥ Friday, April 17, 2015 @ 4/17/2015 04:50:00 PM
事实上, 我们已经没有共同的话题聊了。
继续也没有意思。别勉强。
♥ Thursday, April 16, 2015 @ 4/16/2015 08:42:00 PM
Do you think I care now? I predict not anymore. I start to ignore and forget. Let everything back to square one. This is good for you and me. Since I have the courage to do it, why should I wait? After awhile, you will find that actually this is not what you wanted.
So let's smile and forget:)
"Back to kid for an hour"
We used to play with our friends, or those strangers at the playground when we were all young. So, yesterday, after our dinner, we decided to go to the playground and play. In the first place, we didn't thought we could play till so "crazily" , till I asked my ahby want play catching or something? & she asked the rest. It's fun that we could all go back to how we chat during ITE... and everything.
Can I stay twenty forever?
Thoughts (7)
♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2015 @ 4/14/2015 11:13:00 PM
I slowly come to understand how the situation is now. Maybe I'm right. You just need people to accompany you. Maybe I'm right. You are still you.
So I told myself to control and be strong. Because the only one will treat you good is yourself. You didn't treat yourself good, then who will?
I tend to get very hyper when it night comes, but also tend to be very very emotional during nigh time. Therefore, most of the time I will probably blog during night than during the day. Because night time always being honest to me.
There's a saying, some people came into your life is to teach you how to deal with some outcomes, obstacles, let go, and also many other purposes. So, why should I feel sad over people who left?
When people left you, think for yourself first.
嘻嘻
♥ Monday, April 13, 2015 @ 4/13/2015 11:27:00 PM
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我对自己说过我不会认真的。因为我有预感你也不是。人都是这样,会改变。我无法相信你,因为一切都很不真实。我也希望我能不想,就当什么事都没发生过。我,不想再犯同样的错误。
这几天天气都这么的闷!没有风扇或冷气不行,哈哈。快要开学也是了。所以,我不会一直和大家打招呼咯!希望大过的好好的哦!
你也要过得好!
HAPPY
♥ Sunday, April 12, 2015 @ 4/12/2015 04:29:00 PM
Yay, get to take a closer look at the tulips as well as going to the skypark. Thanks to my friend. Been wanted to go up, and I thought I am dreaming! I think GBTB display still not yet done because that day when I go, there are some display still working. Took so many beautiful photos but I only pick a few to post.
Another day, went to bugis for lunch with my friends and headed to jubilee bridge! The view is so pretty 😊 love the view a lot. As I always love scenery. Especially the city landscape is nice! Took many photos on that day too!
Sometime, or maybe most of the time, I am so scare of creating new memories. When someone told me that it's alright as the person will create a better (new) memory. Yes, probably the new happy memory may temporary replace the worst memory. But what if the happy memory will eventually became a bad one? Guess I am thinking too much.
Let April be a Happy One
♥ Friday, April 3, 2015 @ 4/03/2015 02:09:00 AM
Hang out with this bunch of girls on 2nd Apr. Well, the plan is lunch together at Downtown East. We had Thai food such as tomyum fried rice. Lunch recommended by laopo though. After that it started to rain, so, we quickly head to Aranda Country Club for KTV. Didn't manage to really enjoy myself & I shall not state the reasons. Ended our 5 hours KTV session at 7pm and took a lot of groupfie✌️
Don't know if I should regret cutting my fringe because I look super weird now!
Today, I managed to travel alone by myself. No, as in I am improving myself to actually be independent enough to travel from one place to another without people help. Thanks to Google Map! But also, did some search on the shortest and fastest route to get to my location. ✌️
♥ Wednesday, April 1, 2015 @ 4/01/2015 03:28:00 PM
Every beautiful moments will only last for awhile. Just like how beautiful the sunrise and sunset can only last for a few minutes. Cherish the beautiful moments and live no regrets.
More about me
♥ @ 4/01/2015 12:11:00 PM
I have too many problems, house rules (which no one may think until), barriers issues which I can't be open up, not good in studies, many phobias, and many more. This lead to a negative me who always thought I could be positive enough.
I don't know what people may think of me. Maybe some may say, "Hey, this girl is really disgusting. She isn't good enough and she thought she could expect guys too like her and waste time on her?"
Helloo..., please. I'm not. I don't want people to make the wrong idea of me. I am an average girl who want to find happiness too. But things aren't that simple, you get it?
People asked if I given them chance. Not say chance, I don't even dare to give people any chance actually. Because I scare I will hurt them in the end. What if there is no happy ending? Maybe, maybe in life, not everything have their happy ending but I really don't wish people upset or hurt because of me. I am afraid to tell out my feelings sometimes too.
I don't wish to repeat the history again because by repeating the history, you will scare the same bad thing might happen again, which probably gives you "nightmare". When it happen once, you will try to be really careful the other time as you scare the situation may be the same.
Really.
Although I'm turning 21 soon but my mind is still stubborn enough to be mature. Mature in outside but immature in inside still... I tend to keep things to myself because I felt that it is safer than sharing it out. People tell me not to bottle things to myself but do you really mean that? Do you actually share your things easily to anyone or your best friends? Some things yes maybe, but some issues might not be...
I always wanted to have the perfect relationship just like how drama have. But in drama, before or during their relationship, there are too many obstacles/challenges been given to them. To me, those challenges are my barriers too. As in, I afraid to get bad ending you know... and also, I have a very big communication issue. My closest friend may understand that...
Probably, if I ever come across someone that I like, I will still prefer us to remain as friend because friend may last but not for bgr. (Overthink)
Have too many things to say, but I shall stop here first.
Goodbye.
I guess after what I've said,
We may no longer be friend anymore.
May no longer chat everyday.
May no longer face each other anymore.
& things I don't want it to happen,
may happen soon......