Well, basically. I am wondering and thinking. Is true friendship still existing? I guess there is. But see where it landed to the someone you are friends with. Thinking back, and counting how many years I had be friend with a girl, call Jacqueline. Now, we no longer use to be as close as before. We no longer keep hanging out together like before. No longer spamming photos anymore. To be honest, I hate you. I hate you for being so different as last time. I hate you for neglecting other feeling. Well, I understand. You have boyfriend. You do not want this to happen in this way too, right? Maybe, yes. You hate me too. Because my replies changed. Replying your message so short, that you need to find topic and continue the conversation with me. Hate me because my attitudes towards you, no longer the same anymore, I guess. I'm sorry then. But I really can't find back what no longer link me and you to be as close as last time anymore. It's true that, if one has a boyfriend and the next thing happening will ruin friendship. This probably my guessing that you aren't the Jacqueline I knew. I love getting back to 2007, whereby each of us were paying attention to one another. Maybe that's because we are in the same class. Although that year, happened a lot of things like quarrelling and things that a bit childish act between us like not contacting or whatsoever because of someone or anyone that talk bad about us. But still, we get back along well. Back to 2010, which is the year that a lot things changed. Although we were in the different class. That year, our wish is to be in the same class in 2011. That year, we had a nightmare which I won't be talking about. That year, we created dance steps together using the song "Auburn - La", remember? Those memories repeating in my mind ever since we met each other in school  last year in 2011, without a lot of chats and heart to heart talk. Each of us were trying our best to continue this friendship and if one of us fail staying contact, we were no longer friends anymore. Last week, I view the photos that made to a disc. Those photos bring back memories that I will never forget. I guess our character had changed too. We made new friends and you hang out with yours and I hang out with mine. Until this one event, which is my deardear's birthday. Brought us together one again to plan and do things that we can finally do together. I hope Feb 17th will be a fun time.

PS. Love you, laopo. 

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