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I'm not me.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012 @ 11/14/2012 09:31:00 PM



What’s the point in screaming? No ones listening anyway.

Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. 
Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like I’m alone. Sometimes I’m in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive. Sometimes I wonder if I’m deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see that sometimes I wish I wasn't me…I’m often silent when I am screaming inside.

I'm already not me. I have already forgotten who I am. Every single time, hiding what had happen to me from my family as I know if I told them, nothing will change. Think a lot and cried a lot when bathing a lot of time. Telling myself that crying isn't any solution. The only solution is to stand up right and face the reality. Think positive. But? I can't do it at all. I always thought I am not weak enough and be able to cheer people up. End up, I can't even do it. Well, that's my life. What can I do? I am trying to face the reality and wanted to walk through the pain, fears. Can't possibly end up in this way. I dislike it, seriously!!! Why am I worrying for people instead of myself? Maybe people will think I'm lying and I really don't give a damn if you gonna say anything about me. But better don't let me know you are talking about me. This will make me feel better I guess. I am just saying. I really care for anyone... But couldn't show at all. A LOT OF "BUTs". What the hell is happening to me. GEN, YOU GOT TO WAKE UP. Stop caring.

- I'm sick of myself. Really tired of myself already. If this continue, I guess my life will ruin with a lot of stuffs. I must really cure myself. But first thing first, why am I always like this? I really want to find the answer. Can all these things stop as soon as possible? Shall stop ranting here now. If I do, it sure take days to type it out. Byes.

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